Sunday, October 18, 2009

5:53am

That time has always been stuck in my head since i was... nine? I don't know. I don't even know why, really, it's just I had a nightmare when I was younger that had really changed my look in life. I had finally realized the value of life and how I really am afraid to die. I'm glad I experienced it through a nightmare rather than reality. In the dream it was irrational too, something silly as the city exploding at 5:53am... and then I remember how much fear I'd had before I woke up. When I looked at the clock after I'd woken up, it was 5:53am. Even though I know it wasn't a "strange coincidence" it really changed my perspective. I know it's childish, but after that friends and family became the most important part of my life.

5:53am. Houre of doom... (kidding!)

2 comments:

  1. hi, well I didn't expect for you to have a regular blog like I do to be honest. Anyway I've been looking through your posts and its awesome that you cherish your friends and family.

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  2. I made it a few days ago because I have fun with my school blog but I know I can't just always post random things about my life. XD Yeah, I do because... well, you just never know what you have until it's gone. :)

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